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The Executioner
I want to be more honest with myself but am extremely afraid of the brutality honesty requires. I pray the heart were strong enough to...
3 days ago1 min read
Trauma
How bad does the soul have to be wounded to always want something that doesn’t want it back with the same intensity? What kind of trauma...
Apr 17, 20241 min read
Love
Sometimes when I read Hugo, or Hemmingway, or look at old photographs of Dazai I wonder what must have it been like to be an object of...
Apr 11, 20241 min read
untitled
I wish for some harmony between the person I want to be and the one I should be or the person I am and the one who I see myself as. I am...
Feb 2, 20241 min read
conclusions
I hope you had stayed tracing silhouette of epiphanies on my bare skin. is intimacy only physical? how much time is adequate to know...
Jan 14, 20241 min read
self portrait
my corset made of ribs, my mouth full of teeth, no tongue, no tongue, no taste, no speech, my fingernails curled with dirt beneath, my...
Oct 18, 20231 min read
for the man who lives halfway across the world
perhaps our story needs to remain incomplete because as far as I know conclusions denote the end. You say that in your dreams you hold my...
Oct 15, 20231 min read
Thirty
Something like rain, something like poetry is only felt through one’s own skin. I am asked “how do you do it?” I do it out of fear of...
Aug 10, 20231 min read
Particles
The same particles that make up the river, the fire, the stars, the rose, the moth, and the mirrors make me. How enormous is the...
May 10, 20231 min read
The run
I search for peace in silence. In abandoned rooms, in deficiency of people. I wish to sink into emptiness. Nothingness should feel calm,...
May 10, 20231 min read
Faded
The sky slowly loses its color, its fading shade turns only darker as I slowly melt with it. Am I disappearing to the world too as it...
May 10, 20231 min read
Silence
I will keep my mouth shut, just this one more time, I remind myself again tonight. All the words that I save the world from bite at me...
May 10, 20231 min read
Arrival
Like the blood running in my veins – lethargically, sluggishly; like a good wine - slowly seeping in my brain, without an aura, like a...
May 10, 20231 min read
Tears
I can claw my hand into your chest to reach your heart and weigh it for you, if that's what you're thinking about. Is my heart as heavy...
May 10, 20231 min read
Candle
I am strings of desire knotted intricately like a candlewick. As they burn, I glow and weep at the darkness that never abandons my feet.
May 2, 20231 min read
My Name
Write my name on the sand of a beach which is notorious for its violent waves. Write my name along the shoreline from the tip of your big...
Apr 25, 20231 min read
Shores
It's times like these that make me realise how unwhole a person can be. How grey life would look without the oranges, and the yellows,...
Apr 25, 20231 min read
Healer
It rains again today and for the first time in a long time the rain elates me. It must have something to do with you, something that both...
Apr 25, 20231 min read
October
Another October comes like a release, like a relief from the scorching sun under which I stay put in place joined from the tip of my head...
Apr 21, 20231 min read
Later
I ask him to live with me today, he says, "later." I ask him to hold my hands, to call my name, to look me in the eyes and tell me things...
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